Blogs look interesting, I am a novice at all this but heard a lot about it... let me try blogging.
Just wanna pen down my mood...not exactly an online diary but rather an avenue to bring out my thoughts...
Let today be the lucky day to begin with this novel idea of putting down my feelings into words...that too on a blog,seems thrilling!
Hmmm life a little low , no honestly speaking that would be an understatement.
I feel very low , thanks to the MBA entrance results . This year the cutoffs are touching the zenith . The better you do , higher it goes ,eluding and exasperating and very hear-breaking .
Qualified JMET and in jubiliation told everyone but now the news is rank is low so chances of getting a call is negligible or rather its tending to zero. SNAP was the best exam I had given , atleast in my knowledge, but SIBM-P result threw cold water over my confidence of getting calls from all the best colleges I had applied to . The cutoff was exorbitantly high . From about 76 last year to 107 this time! I, with numerous other aspirants were left dumbstruck(of course many resorted to crying foul over some fishy conspiracy , or SIBM being money pinching machines , insensitive etc etc). Well surely along with already high reservation for other caste quotas , now high number of seats given in management quotas , leave the general category students , even after scoring high marks , with no output ,seething with pain and frustration . So much so for preparing and giving heart and soul to get into the coveted business schools….
So spent the day sleeping mostly , didn’t want to get out of the bed because the idea of remembering there was no call from SIBM-P was hurting.Even cried…..memory of old times were awakened when I remembered I had cried when I could not get the rank I desired in school long back…or when I had cried my heart out when I was not selected in Loyola school for doing plus 2….that was ages ago..some moments when my otherwise resolute self had broken down…opening the flood gates of tears.Going back into study mode and facing competition after a break,refreshed those experiences far flung down the memory lane and again exposed the vulnerable self of a student whose ambitions and whole lot of future is at the mercy of cut-offs,marks or luck,a fraction of which going here or there can bring an end to the story....or atleast make it different from what you pictured,dreamt or worked towards....
Well well all this makes me sound like a weakling..:)
Hmm I collected myself...chanted "Aaal izz well"..
Other results are awaited….fingers crossed….!!!
That makes me feel better now...bingo it works..:)
